A previous song I wanted to record last time

Dedicated to my Darling... I love you...





Try
Asher Book


If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you’re the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don’t leave me
The world is catching up to you
while your running away to chase your dream
Its time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
and maybe I'm not ready

CHORUS
but I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
we’ve been hiding enough

if I sing you a song would you sing along
or wait till I'm gone , oh how we push and pull
if I give you my heart would you just play the part
or tell me it’s the start of something beautiful
am I catching up to you
while your running away , to chase your dreams
its time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
and maybe I'm not ready

CHORUS
but I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
we’ve been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

2x Huh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh huh huhhh

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you’re the one would you believe me

2011

Very long time since an update...

This new year has started with both good and bad things happening to me... I will start with the bad...

I was searching for a career job from june till dec 2010 and was almost stressed till the brink of suicide...

My parents stopped giving me money even though they know I am not working... I wan to work part time but the pay is too low and need to spend too much time to work instead of finding job at hm... So I started to sell my Hi-fi audio equipments like amplifier and headphones...

these few months was like hell for me... I was surviving on a 2-days starvation plan that change my waist from 31 inch till 27inch... life was dipping into the bottom of the deapest ocean... until luck comes...

A recruitment agency viewed my resume on Jobstreet and ask me to go for the interview at ST electronics... I was so happy that it was my 1st interview after 5 months of sending resumes to various companies...

After 2 more interviews that is 1 month apart from the 1st, I finally got the job... And the salary is high compared to the amount i expected them to pay me... Glad that I am going to start work on 7th Feb... Now I don't need to have financial headache. =D

I also want to thank my church friend Christina for asking her father to interview me to see if I am able to work for him.

I think for now better life is coming back to me. I was relieved that I did not choose to commit suicide...

Thanks Ayu, I will not be strong without your reminders from your songs... You saved me once again... Hope to see you soon in concerts which I yearn years after years...