Sunday, October 2, 2011

New Ayumi Song - Beloved

I love you Darling... This song is dedicated to you.
Click below to hear me sing it...





Romanji

Kinou no boku wa mada umaku aruke nakute
Kotoba furimawashite dareka o kizutsuketa yo

Kyou no boku wa soshite ushiroyubi o sasarete
Tsumetai shisen sakeru you ni utsumuite iru yo

Nee, donna fuu ni miete ru?
Donna fuu ni utsutte ru?
Nee, anata dake wa hontou o kikasete
Machigatta toki wa shikatte

Itsu made mo kawara nai anata no mama de
Tada soko ni soko ni ite hoshii
Itsu made mo kaware nai boku no manma de
Gikochinai egao da kedo soba ni soba ni i sasete

Ashita no boku ni nara sukoshi kitai shiyou ka
Kuchibiru no ryou haji kutto agete mitari shite

Nee, ima mo kokkei kana?
Mada mada tari nai kana?
Nee, anata dake wa shinjitsu o misete
Baka da ne to waraitobashite

Ano yoru ni hanashite ta yume no tsuzuki o
Mada oboete ite kurete masu ka?
Nani hitotsu iroaseru koto naku ima mo
Azayaka na mama boku no kokoro shihaishite masu

Nee, anata dake ni wa home rare tai
Hito ga boku o hiteishite mo

Itsu made mo kawara nai anata no mama de
Tada soko ni soko ni ite hoshii
Itsu made mo kaware nai boku no manma de
Gikochinai egao da kedo soba ni ...

Nee, anata mo hontou wa sonna ni tsuyoku
Nai koto o boku wa shitte masu
Boku ga shite age rareru koto nante nani mo
Nai keredo sono kokoro itsumo dakishimete masu


English


Yesterday, I couldn't walk well yet
And I hurt someone with random words

Today, people are talking behind my back
And I'm looking down to avoid their stares

My dear, how do you see me
How do I look in your eyes?
My dear, I want you alone to tell me the truth
And scold me when I'm wrong

* I want you never to change
And stay there, just there
And please let me stay by your side
Though I can never change with unnatural smile

I wonder if I can expect myself a little tomorrow
Lifting the edges of my lips

My dear, do you think I'm still laughable
And not good enough?
My dear, I want you alone to show me the truth
And laugh away, "You are foolish"

Do you still remember the continuation of the dream
You were talking about that night?
It's all as vivid as before without fading
And ruling my heart even now

My dear, I want you alone to praise me
Even if others may deny me

* (repeat)

My dear, I know that actually
You aren't so strong, either
I can do nothing for you
But I'm always embracing your heart

Monday, June 6, 2011

Anthony Neely - 散场的拥抱

A song my Darling asked me to learn today...






从你的眼角 慢慢地明了
我能做的很少
原来你藏着伤 但不想和我聊

你选的电影 像某种预告
不坦白的主角
最后流着眼泪 坚持独自走掉

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 你留着和他所有合照
明明面前是答案 却撕掉 不要

呵护地祈祷 温柔地讨好
爱能让人渺小
苦笑冒充微笑 浪漫得不肯逃

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 我们和你们不能比较
但我的爱多强悍 出乎你预料

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 太美的回忆像副手铐
越是挣脱越缠绕 我比你明了

Thursday, May 19, 2011

New Ayumi Theme on Android phone from AU kddi japan

New Ayumi theme is going to release for AU android phones. Wished I am living in Japan to get all these goodies...

Ayumi Hamasaki releasing pachinko machines

Co-koei is going to release new Ayumi Hamasaki themed pachinko machines (CR浜崎あゆみ物語) on 24th May. It is full of glitters!!!





Note: Pachinko machines are pinball machines that are placed in parlours. People play and earn more balls that can be exchanged for prizes.

Monday, May 16, 2011

Ayumi broke DVD selling records of 2.313mil units

According to Oricon’s Weekly DVD ranking for May 9th, pop queen Hamasaki Ayumi has officially become the female artist with the highest music DVD sales in Japan!

The previous record was held by Morning Musume, who has sold approximately 2.303 million DVDs since their live concert DVD “Morning Musume Memory Seishun no Hikari” was released in 1999.

Hamasaki’s most recent music DVDs “A 50 SINGLES ~LIVE SELECTION~” and “ayumi hamasaki Rock’ n’ Roll Circus Tour FINAL ~7days Special~” – which sold nine thousand and six thousand units respectively – have pushed her total sales to 2.313 million units, surpassing Morning Musume’s record by ten thousand units.

Ayu broke other Oricon records just last week when her four remix albums charted in the top ten on the Oricon album charts, making her the artist with the most albums to rank in the top ten simultaneously. She also became the first female artist to hold the top two positions on the music DVD ranking when her two music DVDs were released on April 20th.

Source: Orion
Credits: TokyoHive

Ayumi Hamasaki ranked second in donation to Japan






Hooray!!!
Ayumi is ranked second after Namie Amuro in donating to Japan at SGD$0.54Mil...

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

A previous song I wanted to record last time

Dedicated to my Darling... I love you...





Try
Asher Book


If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you’re the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don’t leave me
The world is catching up to you
while your running away to chase your dream
Its time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
and maybe I'm not ready

CHORUS
but I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
we’ve been hiding enough

if I sing you a song would you sing along
or wait till I'm gone , oh how we push and pull
if I give you my heart would you just play the part
or tell me it’s the start of something beautiful
am I catching up to you
while your running away , to chase your dreams
its time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
and maybe I'm not ready

CHORUS
but I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
we’ve been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

2x Huh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh huh huhhh

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you’re the one would you believe me

Sunday, January 23, 2011

2011

Very long time since an update...

This new year has started with both good and bad things happening to me... I will start with the bad...

I was searching for a career job from june till dec 2010 and was almost stressed till the brink of suicide...

My parents stopped giving me money even though they know I am not working... I wan to work part time but the pay is too low and need to spend too much time to work instead of finding job at hm... So I started to sell my Hi-fi audio equipments like amplifier and headphones...

these few months was like hell for me... I was surviving on a 2-days starvation plan that change my waist from 31 inch till 27inch... life was dipping into the bottom of the deapest ocean... until luck comes...

A recruitment agency viewed my resume on Jobstreet and ask me to go for the interview at ST electronics... I was so happy that it was my 1st interview after 5 months of sending resumes to various companies...

After 2 more interviews that is 1 month apart from the 1st, I finally got the job... And the salary is high compared to the amount i expected them to pay me... Glad that I am going to start work on 7th Feb... Now I don't need to have financial headache. =D

I also want to thank my church friend Christina for asking her father to interview me to see if I am able to work for him.

I think for now better life is coming back to me. I was relieved that I did not choose to commit suicide...

Thanks Ayu, I will not be strong without your reminders from your songs... You saved me once again... Hope to see you soon in concerts which I yearn years after years...